friends?

am i or am i not your friend? i dont know babe. we're close right. but were you sincere? cause i tried to be the best of friend that i could but i know that i failed to do so. its up to you if you want to see me as a bad person. i'm human and i do make a lot of mistakes. but you don't see the sacrifice that i did for you right? i almost lost my best friend by becoming friends with you. i didn't give a damn and still be friends with you. i know its not enough to prove that i'm sincere to be your friend. as far as i know you only look for me when you are in need. and most of the times i can't help you because i have my own thing to do. i've seen you laughed, smiled and cried. i tried so hard to be there. but trying isn't enough. without any explanation you deleted me as your friend at fb. as if you don't want me to be your friend anymore huh? its your choice. i have no power to tell you what to do. go ahead and cuss me. its okay. i don't mind. be happy always and take a really good care of yourself. thanks for being my friend even though for a little while.

sincerely yours,

Lily Farhah