dear player malaysia

haih, its okay if you don't want to reply any of my texts anymore. i only have a few days left. so don't you worry after that i ain't gonna bother you no more. i've deleted your fb cause i don't want to "stalk" you. but yeah, what am i supposed to do with your jersey? hmm, i don't want to let go of it but its best that you take it back and why don't you give it to someone who deserves to keep it. cause i know i don't deserve to have your jersey. well i know you troubled yourself that day after you sent me to the ktm. you went back home and took the jersey. text me and told me to wait because you want to give the jersey. so i waited and you rushed back to the ktm. you gave the jersey and that was one of the happiest moment in my life. i really appreciate it. but looking at our conditions now, its better you take that jersey back. seriously give it to your special someone cause i know that special someone isn't me.

sincerely yours, 

Farhah

when i first got it, just happy. but now; different story