this once, i want to do something for myself. that is to be free from all the people who think that i'm not good enough. i even cater to their needs but still they look at me like i'm nothing. well i am something. it doesn't really matter what they think, all that matters is what i think. yeah i'm not pretty, but i'm beautiful in my own way. i'm not smart but i'm not dumb either. not everyone in this world were born to be a genius like Einstein, some of them were born with talent, passion, and skills. so stop grasping into my life and tell me what i have to do. enough already. Insyaallah, everything goes well. Amin