yeahh lately down gila lah. tak tahu kenapa. tiap2 malam sebelum tidur mesti menangis. lagi lagi bila tahu result SPM nk keluar. Ya Allah tabahkanlah hambu Mu ini. I don't really care about my result but I'm afraid of the fact that i'm gonna dissapoint ayah, mama and ibu. another fact is that my step dad is gonna make a big deal out of it and blame it on my father. terima kasih lah kepada encik Syamil Suhaimi kerana memberi kata2 semangat kat FB tadi. He said that 'benda kalau dah jadi, if benda tu buruk. nak taknak kena lah terima', 'i tahu you kuat and boleh handle semua ni, dah lama i kenal you. so tkdahal lah benda macam ni nak jadikan masalah :) alright' and lastly 'sebab you kuat lah tuhan tu test you macam ni Farhah oi' btw yahh you memang know me well. kalau i maki, merepek and marah you, you sikit pun tk melenting kan sebab you tahu i don't mean the things that i said.
and thanks to Pa'a. semalam happy oh dapat berborak2 dengan dia kan via skype. terima kasihlah skype. although dah lama tak lepak sama2 but time skype semalam tak rasa awkward langsung ohh. tunggu nanti aku balik Pa'a and Pa'ah akan bersatu. haha kita boleh buat sleepover, ececeh mentang2 dah habis sekolah kan. HAHA, sayang kau boo :D
lastly, i'm afraid. just simply afraid of losing the people that i love, cherish and cared for. i'm afraid that i'm gonna loose my smile, laughter, bubbly personality and just have tears falling on my face. i don't want that. wahh, hopefully i get through this. Insyaallah. Amin.
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