change of plans again!! -.-

sebelum ni sibuk suruh kakak masuk UPNM that includes military training. SUPER*tone full of sarcasm. now, suruh balik sebab dah plan pasal kakak kena amik TESL? when did I want to take up TESL? that was a long time ago. all day long i've been saying the same thing all over again!!

ape ni?!ape ni?!ape ni?!ape ni?!ape ni?!!!!!

haih, dah plan kan pasal kakak balik Malaysia 4 june. kenapa tetiba je suruh balik skrg jgk? ibu tak call kakak pun kan. just call mummy. you're supposed to tell me yourself. why didn't you call me? tell me about the plan that you and walid have been planning for me? why must you always give me a shock! boom kebaboom!! bengang? no lah, sakit hati gila sampai menyampah. TESL? what TESL?! i already told you if I want to take up TESL 15 march hari uh kakak dah blk dah. i'm not interested in TESL anymore. tu dulu, sekarang lain. dah belambak yang amik TESL, i want to take something else. kenapa tak bagi amik psikologi? the thing that i'm interested in? or there's another meaning behind all this? ntah lah, i don't know what to do anymore. my voice is always unheard. nobody takes me seriously except for ayah. the rest is just like okay pfffftttt!!!!!! you lost me twice, so think carefully about your actions or you'll lose me for the third time. kbye!!!!