pa'ah kenapa?

 

"pa'ah kenapa kau childish?"

"pa'ah kenapa kau ni kelakar sangat?"

"pa'ah kenapa kau suka sangat merepek ah?"

 

 for those who are curious there is no need to be curious anymore.I'll tell you why pa'ah is like this; behind all those childishness is a girl who keeps all her feelings deep inside. why? because she's fine with herself being sad but she hates seeing people around her sad too. eventhough she's crying inside, she will show the brightest expression so people around her wont worry about her. eventhough she's hurt inside, she will let out a smile and try to make them smile too. eventhough there is something that is keeping her down, she will come up with a funny joke just to make them laugh and keep them entertained. 

she's the type of girl who cries alone in her room until she falls asleep. cries while showering so no one would hear or notice that she's in pain. she looks like she's very strong, but actually she's very fragile. other peoples' happiness are much more important than her own. she will also sacrifice her happiness for the sake of her loved ones. 

"pa'ah kenapa kau still sayang kat dia padahal dia dah banyak sakit kan hati kau?"

"pa'ah kenapa kau suka sngt tengok kpop?"

pa'ah kenapa pa'ah? the answer is on the second paragraph; read the words that are bold. yes! at times when pa'ah and dia are together, he is always with someone else; from the moment she knew him until the day that she left. but still she loves him and to her no one can replace him. she's trying to move on people, she's trying so hard! so if you want her to forget about him too, please don't ask about him anymore. why she likes kpop? to keep her entertained, to make her laugh and the main reason is so that she can cry infront of the laptop and people would think that she couldn't hold back the tears because the movie or drama is so sad.

the end,

LF