worried+happy=neutral

hai, today i don't need to go to work. yay me! haha. so went to SJMC as usual to meet ayah. tenenenen, bermanja2 dgn ayah. then pa'a bbm me and told me that she's at SJMC. so haha, lepak dekat SJMC dgn dia. pelik kan ktorg lepak kt hospital? thanks sayang for coming. i really appreciate it. then at 6pm we went to ss18's bazaar ramadhan. fuhh meriah ohh! it was me, pa'a and siti. walked around and bought something light to break our fast.

-worried-
so I'm worried about my dad's upcoming surgery. it's on monday at 8am. worried worried sick. i'm going to take a day off ofcourse. i'm gonna be there at the hosp from morning until the surgery ends. Insyaallah everything will be okay. :') ayah please be strong for your wife and kids. we need you, alif needs you the most. we're missing you so much!! please get well soon and come back home.

-happy-
I'm slowly getting attracted to this guy. haha shh, can't give away too much detail cause he might be  reading this. its not the guy i've been in love with for two years *dia kejap2 ada kejap2 tak ada, so tak apalah*. so about this guy, he likes to point out my mistakes, but then comes to me and have a chit chat. like weird. min tarik tali ke apa? haha. moving on, it started with just a silly crush but then it grew to like. and now i'm slowly liking this guy. like, wahh haven't had this feeling in a long time. if i ever get a chance to have you, i'll never let you go! this is my word :) but i don't know what the future have in store. whatever the future have in store for me i will accept it as it is.

#hai ayah, hang in there <3

*hey you! i'm hoping that you're the one i'm looking for :)

yours truly, Lily Farhah