I love you, ayah :')

so today, woke up at 8.30. wahh i was still sleepy but i forced myself to get up. well i'm gonna meet ayah. 2days have passed. i'm missing him too much. yes i'm really close to ayah, i tell him almost everything and he trusts me. that is all i need his trust. so at around 10am me and mama head out to Pantai Hosp, Klang. then had breakfast at the cafeteria. and went up to meet ayah. but sadly enough. since ayah is in the ICU. they don't allow visitors to come in when it is not visiting hours. visiting hours: 12-2pm and 6-8pm. so me and mama sat in the waiting room.

haha, i was so tired that i fell asleep in the waiting room and mama too. woke up around 11.50am and quickly went back to the ICU. then i saw my sister, Kak Yana. she drove from Kuantan just to meet ayah and ofcourse she was not alone. abg apek came along too :) then a few minutes later, pa'a came :D sweet kn pa'a? dia teman pa'ah kat hosp. so yeah, ilovehermuch. why? well she's not always there for me but she's there when i need a shoulder to lean on. so the first person to go in is kak yana, then after that it was my turn. dupdapdupdap. i was afraid that i'll cry.

finally its time to meet ayah. bravely i smile. i don't want ayah to see me crying. so yeah, i acted like i was okay with everything and talked to him like i always do. eventhough he's in ICU, he still manage to give me a scholarship form he got from the newspaper. you should be worrying about your health ayah. so yeah, i didn't cry, i laughed and smile like i normally do when i spend my time with ayah. then my time was up, i shook ayah's hand gently. then its abg apek's turn. i went out and sat next to pa'a. thanks for being there.

have a little chit chat with mama, kak yana, pa'a and oh mama's sister came, alyn and her bf bobby. so they also joined the conversation. oh yeah, the funny part is that ayah can't go to the bathroom. hahaha! when nature calls he needs to tell the nurse so the nurse will come with a basin or something and he will do his business without any privacy. GOSH  :O finally its 1pm i habe to leave, cause i got work at 2pm. well pa'a drove me to work :D bertambah sayang kt dia. haha. sanggup dtg dari meru pegi hosp pantai then hntr pa'ah pi AEON bkt tinggi pula. terhutang budi ni!

reached AEON, then she also wanted to go to cotton on. hehe, reached on time. then met with the person in charge today, syed. and yeah! today i got my employee card. have my name on it. kekeke. super duper happy, can't wait to show it off to ayah tomorrow :P so today i worked from 2pm until 11.55pm. mak aih, mmg bermuscle kaki aku lepas ni, ke hulu ke hilir nonstop. Cotton on uh besar pulak. hehe, so i'm happy today. hoping that thursday wont bring me down like monday. i'm tired, need to sleep. must wake up early tomorrow. hehe. oh thank you abang apek for the harimau malaya jersey. woahh!! happy gila nihh

sincerely,

LF

 *ayah, pa'ah kerja kan sekarang. nk beli laptop sendiri and tak nak susahkan ayah dah. tolonglah jaga diri uh elok-elok.*